January 11, 2023 Healing Anger
Well Aloha, everyone. Welcome to The Healing Source. It’s been a long week since I saw you last where we did the Tao healing for the imbalanced emotion of grief and sadness. And then the week prior to that we did the Tao healing for the imbalanced emotion of fear, is what it was. And, actually, I did receive notification from Ilona from the one we did for fear and she said it DEFINITELY made a huge difference for her. Hopefully, we’ll be able to have her on next week when we do a gathering of all those who have received the healing to see how it has positively affected them.
So, welcome to this week. It is January 11, 2023 as I record this. Some of you may be listening to this one week, on year from now. And I encourage you to definitely come to my website wellspringoflight.com and learn more about Tao healing and how it works. Through my programs I have memberships, I have many different ways that this form of healing can positively benefit you. If you are new and are not familiar with Tao Healing, the simple version of it is Tao Healing is Source Healing and I am a certified master teacher and healer. I’m certified by the Tao Academy and I’ve received a variety of authorities that give me the opportunity and ability to offer teaching on Tao Healing; how you can heal yourself and how you can heal others.
The wisdom around Tao Healing is that the root cause of all suffering in life is the negative information and messages that we give ourselves and that we give others. Negative information that we give ourselves might be self-talk and it could be things like walking through a room where there is unpleasant news on or an unpleasant movie or something like that. And then that violence or that negative news enters our field or our vibration.
So, the higher wisdom shares that our soul lives forever, you and I do not. And our soul carries the positive information, all of the good thoughts, the good actions that we’ve done towards ourselves and others and our soul also carries the negative information, negative thoughts, words, and actions that we have offered to others. And I think it’s very important to understand that when someone is suffering whether it’s a relationship or health issue or, in the example in this series, about emotions then it is important to understand what is the origination of that suffering?
The answer is the negative information, frequency and vibration. When we make choices through our thoughts, words, or actions that brings harm to another; a negative thought does bring harm to another, negative words obviously does and negative actions. That is not something that happens as we express ourselves and then it goes outside of us and does not impact us. In fact, every time we say something negative, not only does it impact our frequency and vibration negatively it impacts somebody else. So this is the core understanding of why we have suffering physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and financially, in relationship, and in this example today, emotions.
So, today we’re going to be working with the imbalanced emotion of anger. Raise your hand if you’ve ever had anger. I’ll raise both of my hands because I’m definitely a poster child for that kind of unpleasant imbalance. Most of the time that kind of an unpleasant emotion occurs because we have an expectation based on some reasonable presumptions, at least in our head. I do A, B and C so I expect D.
So, anger typically has a root due to our pre-conceived notions, those parts of us that have an expectation of a certain outcome. So, it can be small, it can be huge. And what is key, what is important to understand according to the ancient wisdom of the Tao, it’s not what happens, it’s how we react and respond that makes the difference.
And, over time, most of us tend to become more conscious, more aware and we start to gauge our reactions and our responses. But there are many of us who do not gauge, we actually get a charge out of being angry because we feel like we’ve expressed ourselves, and we decompress when we express ourselves in such an angry manner. So, one can say that this way is better or that way is better.
Ultimately, the highest wisdom says that anger burns virtue. Think about that. It’s ancient wisdom. Anger burns virtue. What does that mean? Virtue is, basically, good karma. Virtue is what we strive to get more of in our life. So, if we are being angry towards others then we are, in essence, throwing away our good karma. We are diminishing our stockpile of the good that’s in our frequency and vibration that will benefit us. It will benefit our wealth, our finances, our success. It will benefit every part of our life.
So, when we have anger we are literally pouring our virtue, our positive benefits right out the door. So, it’s amazing, truly, how conscientious we need to be about something as simple as anger. I had an unexpected expense yesterday, right? Here we go to expectations. I have x amount in the account, and I expect to pay A, B, and C bill, that’s why it’s there. And when I look at it it’s changed significantly in the negative and it was very unexpected.
It created a great deal of shock for me and I responded to it pretty well as I understand what I’m teaching you. And even expressing it to my wife I could see that it had a great deal around it. But, again, it boils down to how do we respond?
So, today we have a special guest. Last week she joined us when we were doing the imbalanced emotions of grief and sadness. And I said, “Ok, next week I’m going to do it for fear!” and she said, “Pick me!” So, she was chosen to be a demonstration person today and I would love to invite her in shortly. I also want to welcome Cass, Zarina (?) & Cindy (?). Thank you so much for your presence, so happy to see you all here.
So, help me welcome in Noellia (?). It’s great to have you here, Noelia! Let me unmute you, there we go.
Noelia: Thank you Paul, so happy to be here!
Paul: So, you’ve been going through some stuff. I chatted with you a little bit and I connect with you occasionally, so I know that you’ve had some opportunity recently. Tell us of some of your more recent opportunities to work with anger.
Noelia: Thank you, Paul. I think, as a child, I relate to being one out of seven kids in my family so I remember that I was one of the angry kids. I was the second oldest and, you know, five girls and two boys, sometimes fighting is inevitable. As one of the oldest they don’t listen to you and us being the babysitters, the two oldest, we had to be, like, a little more authoritative, the parents’ role. Because my parents would go to work or we had to take care of the kids, whatever the situation was. And then I remember that my mother, I always had a high sense of justice, and she would get together with her compadres (?) and they would start talking about things and I would say, “That’s not true, it’s like this…!”
Paul: Indignant? Defensive?
Noelia: Then I’d get in trouble, of course. Like I think the sense of justice I’ve had since I was little and that, at the same time, also turned to anger. At one point in my life when I grew up and I was learning more about the history and everything and the anger about the injustices, about all of the pain and suffering. Not only mine but all of the people, what they’ve had to endure. And I think it kind of leveled of a little bit at some point, but I don’t know that I’ve ever really addressed it.
The most recent situation that I have had the opportunity to transform or to connect with deeper has been recently the day before Christmas. My furnace stopped working and we had one of the severe weathers here in Portland, so, I was out of furnace for over a week. And then we were using space heaters throughout the house, but it was not enough so that the plumbing broke. And so we froze a little for about a week and then the plumbing since the 24th and until finally today I have a plumber in my house. So, while I tried to be very patient and understanding with the insurance company but, literally, they did not call me back. I would call them every day, and they would say, “Oh, call my supervisor” and they would say, “I’m out, call my backup” So then I’d leave at least two voice messages every day for two weeks. No response. I was like, and then, you know, I tried to be calm and then I just lost it.
Paul: Two weeks of being ignored. That would make anybody a little bit upset, right?
Noelia: Yeah. And so, I finally, my friend Ginger took me out to Lake Oswego (?) to the office last week, on Wednesday. And so then, they guy at the office calls the agent in charge of my claim and then he calls me back immediately before I even leave the office, “Oh somebody will be at your house in two days to get this repaired. We’ve been so busy, there’s such a high demand.” And I was like, ok, whatever. You couldn’t have called me earlier? But ok, something else. So, then, nothing. No call, nobody showed up. So, on Monday I’d gone back to the office and I was like angry but it was like this sadness,
I was just bawling in that guy’s office. I was like, “You don’t realize how hard it is!” OMG, I totally lost it. And I can’t say that probably more than one occasion the most stressful thing cause me to not only to be angry but in fear and anxiety. Like, I experienced the whole, the emotions connected to that because you feel like out of control and then the others pop up and you’re like, “What is going on? Is this ever going to get fixed?” And I think that I, coming from a quote-on-quote third world you know that I can handle so much and I’m pretty resilient. But I think that were my heart would ache is that I have roommates. I have my brother, I have somebody else who doesn’t have a car and to be able to have basic necessities. I’m lucky I could go to work..
Paul: Your sense of responsibility was affected, as well?
Noelia: Yeah, I think that was what got me the most. That’s what fueled a little bit more my anger, or my frustration and anxiety, like, I’m responsible for these people, you know? They don’t even have the resources. I could escape and go to my sister’s house and take care of my needs, but not them.
Paul: Yeah, well it’s a good point. You know, your pipes broke so you can’t go to the bathroom, you can’t run water, you can’t take a shower. And, at least for the first week, there’s no heat and you had to deal with that for almost three weeks. So, certainly, that’s a lot to deal with. Let me ask you this, If you were to look at your whole life history you can see where there’s definitely pockets of anger. What would you say was the root cause of that anger? Would it be that you had expectations? Would it be what you said earlier about, “I have a certain criteria about justice,” was, I think, the word you used? Was this more of an injustice, as well?
Noelia: Yeah, I think, cause I had a sense of justice, of what was just and what was not. And when you get to learning about people’s experiences or the way that you are treated you see that it’s unfair, as a person of color, a kid of color, you know, at the very beginning you learn that you’re different. But it’s also the way that you’re treated around you, the way people see you. Then you start to inquire more about it and you get to college and you start reading and then you start hearing about their experiences and there’s a resentment and an anger that builds up. So, but, you know, also I guess in that way that’s kind of the way that develops but, you’re right, I did have a sense of in…
Paul: You know, what I think that’s important here for our listening audience is the theme that runs through this and the thing we’ll do the healing on is injustice. There’s the possibility that it has associations with, as you said, I’m a person of color, there could be some roots there, right? And so, it seems to have followed you throughout your life. And now, in terms of the Tao Healing what is really important for everyone listening to understand is that everything is in our vibration.
Nothing happens to us accidentally. It’s already in our vibration so the question becomes, how did it get there? The ancient wisdom says that the Buddha, which is another way to say the person on the enlightened path, the Buddha does not fear the effect, they fear the cause. So, we’re busy over here in the effect, like I’m the victim of this injustice, so to speak. And it seems to be a theme throughout our life. But that’s also the effect, the cause. And, so, for all of us when we have a condition that impacts our life negatively like the one I mentioned I had yesterday and the one that you guys probably had in your own life, we’re looking at the effect.
If we’re going to grow, if we’re going to heal from any part of our life that we want to bring a higher version of ourself to, we want to be not so negatively impacted by things like anger, then we need to say, “Ok, where is my responsibility in this?” And in the case of this the Tao wisdom would say we need to do forgiveness around creating the condition for others that caused them to feel injustice.
That caused them to feel inferior or left out or judged or criticized, right? Anything that you or your ancestors may have done in this or any other lifetime because that’s why it’s in our vibration, right? It’s like when I mentioned earlier when you were preparing, Noelia, I said that if I have a negative thought it just doesn’t leave and go to the other, it doesn’t leave my mind, it affects that other person. It affects my vibration and it affects the other person’s vibration even though it was just a thought. Same thing when I verbally express something. So, the Tao wisdom would say If we have anger then we’ve created it in others, in this case we’ve identified as injustice.
So, what we’re going to do today is we’re going to do a Tao Healing for this condition as has been defined and we’ll also do a forgiveness practice. Does that sound ok?
Noelia: Thank you Paul. And I would say that it also probably has to do with ancestral, like you said. There’s a huge root of ancestral.
Paul: Yeah, I’m sure there’s, 50/50. Fifty percent of stuff is ours and fifty percent is ancestral. Ok, so what we’re going to do is I’m going to trace a special Tao Calligraphy for Noelia. Now, let me set this up to show you. So, this special Tao Calligraphy is called Da Kuan Shu and what it represents is the greatest forgiveness. Da Kuan Shu literally translates to The Greatest Forgiveness.
For those that are new, never listening to this, first time on podcast or never seen a Tao Calligraphy, in essence it is a form of healing art. When it is created Master Sha, the founder of this healing art, connects to the Source, he then channels Source frequency and vibration through his hand, through the brush and on to the paper. The frequency and vibration from the Source is very healing and pure positive high frequency resides in this spiritual art Tao Calligraphy. And when we interact with it through what’s called tracing, which we’re all going to do in just a few minutes, what happens is that piece of art.
Which, in essence, is a portal, a holder of pure high frequency and vibration, it becomes activated. So we connect to it which I’ll walk you through, we then activate it and we trace it. And we’ll do this together to bless Noelia and ourselves and the end result is that the negative frequency and vibration that’s on our soul’s field gets reduced. The percentage of that reduction is dependent upon the frequency and vibration of the Tao Heart and it also depends upon how long you interact with that piece of Tao art. Ok, so does that sound like something that you would enjoy, Noelia?
Noelia: Oh, thank you, definitely.
Paul: So, what we’re going to do is we’re going to touch our five fingers together for those who are in the listening audience, if you’re listing on podcast you may not see this but you can also come to my website, wellspringoflight.com, and go to the podcast area, excuse me the blog area where I always have the video, you can listen and watch. But for those that are watching on this livestream on Facebook, YouTube right now, touch your five fingers together and we’re going to trace this Source calligraphy, we’re going to follow the lines. And how it works is we start at the top and go around the circle three times.
And then we’re going to drop in to the Source Calligraphy and we’re going to do the large character first and you can follow it around to the smaller character and as we do the smaller character, again, follow the lines as best you can, it will be easier to see on a larger screen. And we’re going to incorporate, I’m already drawing the lines, we’re going to incorporate what’s called the four powers technique. These four powers are sound power, what we chant is what we become, mind power, sound power, body power which is where we have our hands, and soul power. So, I’m going to walk Noelia through a gentle forgiveness practice so that we can receive the greatest value.
So, silently repeat, Noelia, and this forgiveness practice for everybody else out there can be replicated for yourself, anytime.
Dear Humanity, dear all souls on behalf of my ancestors and myself I wish to sincerely apologize for the negative messages and information we have accepted around injustice. Around being the victim of our race, our culture, our color. Please forgive me and my ancestors for this and any lifetimes that we may have offered this kind of injustice to others; this kind of segregation or judgements of any kind that might have created a condition where injustice or anger was felt.
We deeply apologize if we have ever created those kinds of conditions upon others. We ask the Source Calligraphy and all of the most pure, positive frequency and vibration within to please bless Noelia and all those who are watching and tracing to help transform their anger, to help transform the roots that might be causing their anger. Because it may not be injustice. We are extremely grateful. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
So, we’re all going to trace and we’re going to trace for Noelia and you’ll, as a natural side effect, receive healing for yourself. Heal one, heal all. We’re going to go around three times, one, two, three, as slowly as you’d like. And then you drop down into the large character called Da and move into the left side Do your best to follow that character, it’s not easy for me to write on the screen to show you the pathway, I don’t know if you actually see my cursor, or not, so I cannot show you the pathway very easily.
And now we’re going to add the sound power which is mantra and chant. Mantra and chant carry sound power and frequency, the hand position carries body power and frequency, and even visualizing light to Noelia’s heart center, releasing these old patterns. All of this cumulatively assists in transforming the negative vibration. So, we will chant Da Kuan Shu and Greatest Forgiveness. If you feel comfortable, you’re welcome to join me. If not, you can certainly chant silently.
Let us begin:
(chanting) Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu
Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu
Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu
Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu, Da Kuan Shu
Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Forgiveness
Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Forgiveness
Continue 2-3 more minutes. There’s another mantra, I forgive you, please forgive me. The meaning is that we have harmed others in their field and they have harmed us so we may hold grudges against them. So then let us forgive each other.
I forgive you, please forgive me, bring love, peace and harmony. Let us continue to trace and chant that one or two times.
I forgive you, please forgive me, bring love, peace and harmony. Bring love, peace and harmony
I forgive you, please forgive me, bring love, peace and harmony. Bring love, peace and harmony
One more round:
I forgive you, please forgive me, bring love, peace and harmony. Bring love, peace and harmony.
Wonderful, ok, so let’s check in. What, if anything, do you notice, Noelia?
Noelia: I noticed that (?) in my third soul house, I also felt a lot of yawning, some yawning so I know that something has transformed even though lately since I’ve been with Master Sha, like I understand the spiritual wisdom so that hadn’t happened as much. But it is the root and you still gotta get to the root deeper. So, with this tracing I felt like it went deeper because you were tracing for me and we have this beautiful field open with such a high light vibration. So more of that information, maybe it’s not that I had, that’s still deep inside and so it still hasn’t had as much release lately but it’s still healing.. (phone ringing). I apologize about that, it’s my sister calling.
Paul: Ok, I’m going to move towards wrap up so I wanted to say thank you for coming in. Next week I gather there’s three different services, three different people so if you’re able to make it next week you’re able to just come in and share a minute or two and share any changes you might notice in the course of this week, ok?
Noelia: Thank you. My sister would love and appreciate this, thank you.
Paul: Tell them I said Hi. We’ll talk to you later.
Noelia: Talk to you later.
Paul: All right, bye bye.
So, to share with you what’s transpired today. We all have emotions, this is part of being human. And those that are, that would like to have more balance in their emotions, they want to be conscientious that many times emotions can affect us when we’re not expecting it, they can just rise up and sometimes take over us. Part of the reason why is because it’s already in our frequency and vibration. So, instead of defaulting to the victim mode of Why does this happen to me? Why do I always worry? Why do I always have anxiety or fear or depression? Instead of being in that end result, which is the effect, start changing your consciousness to, What is the cause?
There’s something in my frequency and vibration that I need to transform. And then you would apply the Tao Healing techniques including the Tao forgiveness. The Tao Calligraphy that I used today is something that I offer almost daily in my membership program with all of the students that join. We’re doing practice on a daily basis. With these Tao Calligraphies which radiate this extraordinary frequency and vibration to help erase the negative information that can just show up in our life and create havoc in our world. So, one of the fastest ways of reducing that form of disruption in our life is to be conscientious that we do not always have to be reacting and responding and be at the end of the effect of something that might have happened earlier in our life, the cause, right?
We want to be in front of that an change the cause and we can change that cause by applying Tao Healing to our life each and every day. We can change that cause by thinking positively, watching our thoughts, watching our words, watching our actions. When we do have a negative thought or reaction, instantly ask for forgiveness. When an unpleasant event occurs that affects us, start to see it differently. Ask, “Well, why did that happen?” Instead of going into the poor me and the victim mode, “Why did that happen?” “How can I transform that?” “How can I apply any of the healing transmissions that I’ve received; or the Tao Calligraphies; or the forgiveness practice to reduce this negative effect that it’s having on me? And when you consciously address life through this new awareness there’s really nothing you cannot accomplish, and each day will get better and better when you start practicing Tao Healing on a daily basis.
So, this ends todays program. I’d like to invite you to learn more, come to my website wellspringoflight.com, take advantage of the free course that I offer there. It’s called Heal Your Soul, Heal Your Life. Very soon I will be having a new course coming out for healing your relationship. That one won’t be free but it will be so powerful. Twenty-one separate videos, nine separate modules, it’s about 4 hours of direct wisdom on how to apply Tao Healing to heal your relationships. So, very powerful program. I’m looking forward to revealing that in just a few weeks, here.
So, until I see you next week, same time, have an awesome day, everybody! Bye-bye.
